"When they ask me what I liked best, I'll say it was you”

September 2011 October 2011

it had been 8days since i last post, this week have been a very busy week for me lurrhs!
Monday;17oct
- accompanying baby to police station, headed over to boonlay place market and had BoonLay Power Nasi Lemak~
Tuesday;18oct
- waited for HDB contractor to come over my place to fix and hse gate, done hsework/cook dinner, went over yewtee there for the MP stuff~
Wednesday;19oct
- today marked babyThaddaeus 3rd Month <3 it was raining damn heavily in the afternoon, but i still bring thaddaeus along. went to JTC to apply for the F.A stuff, train back to yewtee meet baby for dinner :D ~
Thursday;20oct
- was sick :( ! but i still do hsework, waited rain to get smaller and bring thaddaeus over to lotone there de Singpost to collect my register postage ! kiddypalace to get napkin liner and safety pins for babyThaddaeus~
Friday;21oct
- gonna bring BabyThaddaeus for injection in the morning~ 6in1 injection, hopefully there wont be any fever develop. if no fever, will be meeting stefanie for dinner at yewtee~

from that incident till today alr 15days le, baby has turn better le. no more temper from him,adore me more and more, started will help me to look after thadaaeus/help me do some of the laundry~ hope that all this will last :D oya i mention that today i went to collect my register postage! yes, finally here after so long! baby bought me an AuthenticToms :D thanks baby~





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wake up in the noon. prepare stuff, headed to teckwhye as baby say he wanna get his hair cut. in the end the salon guy is off, so we settle our lunch there. took bus over lotone walk around as it is raining super heavily. baby say all his plan is been destroy by the rain,so cabbed home. so obviously my mood is damn disappointed de lurrhs! headed home, unpacked stuff,watch the smruf awhile and i fall asleep. blah blah blah~ woke up baby bring me and tingting go downstair eat "zhu chao" after that jiu headed home le, at about 11.30pm baby surprise me with a birthday cake! he knew that im craving for cake lurrhs!!

Alot of things happening this few days, i dunno what wrong with me this few days. had been eating damn freaking alot and feel tired easily. i'm like OMFG lurrhs, same symptoms as preggy. if really preggy = gg liao lor. i gonna run for my life, one thaddaeus alr very difficult to survive with baby alone working le if another one, i really dunno what will happen. so bo bi this month end i will come mens lurrrhs~

woke up at 11.30am due to Thaddaeus hungry, so tot of calling ping and asking her wanna follow me & ting go ikea not.She agreed so meeting her at clementi mrt @ 1.30pm~ end up she soooooo slow, i reach lotone at 1pm walking alone with Thaddaeus till abt 1.45pm? headed over to clementi station but still waiting for ping&ting.Down to ikea had lunch first,den shop around as i suppose wanna get dinning table but baby say dun waste the money get a coffee table($39)/ 3 stool($4.80each). cabbed home with them cause they help me to carry ma:D fix everything up, went down to ntuc with ping to get ingredient to cook dinner.

ohya, when we was on the way back to my place. Ping told me that one of her ex classmate was working at jurong area de pub, and is $10per hr neh. The timing is super fix for me, is from 9pm till 3am. this 6hrs,baby can help to look after thaddaeus(: hopefully i'm able to get the job nah! Baby allows me to get a pair of Toms for myself(: super happy lurrhs, i can dun need to wear that crocs out to town le:D

alright i gonna sleep le, as tml might be going town wanna look for some stuff~ toodles.

this is my first post of this blog~ time passes fast, after 10months of pregnancy finally BabyThaddaeus arrive on 19july2011 & he is 2mth1week old alr. Soon he gonna 3mth old and he can see how his mummy&daddy look like :D excited nah~

Suppose to went back to work but end up change my mind le, staying at home be housewife. Only can blame me cause i cant bear to leave Thaddaeus with babysitter (: Finally early of September we alr move out from my in-laws place and finally got a house of ours le. life is peaceful, but not 100% happy staying here as still got 10% unhappy due to inconsiderate neighbour.

Sometime i can feel that baby loves me but sometime i totally cant feel at all, we had been quarreling almost everyweek. Because of Thaddaeus stuff, house stuff & his attitude. when i'm alone at home with Thaddaeus at home in the afternoon, i will be thinking of it is really when baby wants me back so he will be damn sweet/nice/no attitude towards me? when i'm back with him all this is gone, all left is his bad attitude. Wanna talk some sense to him but he seem to be cant accepting the fact or what, say abit and he will start showing his that kind of attitude le. i really scare and hope our marriage life will not ended with only habit&rely left, no more love exist.

I only wish that baby could change back to how he use to be, not like now but i guess is difficult ba?!This is the only place that i could pour out all my feeling that i kept in my heart.

9 more days left to my 22nd birthday, and i no longer looking forward to it like how i use to. dunno why also.

Alright got to feed Thaddaeus le, will update soon again(: